Here's my first story: This girl

This girl is in my school, she's in my grade, and before November 7th, 2025, I had never spoken to her! The first time I saw her in my school and really noticed her existence was in October. She had always been in my school and she's even friends with the popular girl, but I just didn't notice her because I'm shy and don't really have a lot of friends around her, so I'm always in my own world! So when I started noticing her, I immediately found her attractive and she quickly became my crush.. lol. I wanted to know her better, so since I have some friends related to her, I just asked them a few questions! So here's the first information I got about her: she's shy, she used to be a "baka", she loves anime, and there was even a rumor saying she dated a girl in elementary school.. LIKE DAMN??

After knowing that, it was clear to me: I wanted to actually KNOW her and talk to her. But how do you do that when you're too shy to talk to her in real life? GUYS, TikTok is the best solution I've found 😭 Her TikTok profile used to be public (not anymore), so I just followed her and guess what?? She followed me back and, without surprise, she reposted a lot of anime stuff and edits. After a week or two, on November 7th at 5:20 PM on a Friday, I texted her. I replied to one of her reposts because I didn't understand why she would repost that stuff (it was something against trans people) and SORRY GUYS CAUSE I KNOW the way I approached her was BAD.. BUT anyways, she answered me quickly and she was SOOO kind omg! I also told her the truth and said that I wanted to be her friend, and she told me that I seemed great and bla bla bla..! So I was already happy, but then we did something that made me even happier. What could it be? I called her in a GC with my close friend, so basically there were 3 of us in the call, and it was actually really nice; we called for at least 2 hours! (it was a bit awkward thought)

ME FOR REAL EVERY TIME WE ARE CALLING

After this call, day after day, we had a group chat on TikTok and Snapchat with all of my friends and also HER. Even if we had those group chats, I was always the one who talked to her the most. After maybe 2 weeks of talking, we were calling every night after school! So we became really good friends. She told me about some of her issues with her mom, dad, family, and how she used to feel. Honestly, when she talked to me about her issues (and she still does), my heart aches because this little baby genuinely never deserved this. After all those weeks, winter holidays were coming and I asked her and one of my friends if they wanted to come to my house for a sleepover on the last Friday before break, for the first holiday night! They both said YES!

Friday night finally came. I have to tell you guys, I genuinely couldn't wait anymore! So first we hung out in town, and after my dad picked us up, we went to my house. The evening was really chill and fun. We decided to watch a movie on my sofa and we knew we were probably going to fall asleep, so I set an alarm to wake us up at the end of the movie. Basically I was in the middle of the couch and my friend was on my right, lying there like a baby lol, so obviously there wasn't enough space for all of us to lie down. So me and my crush were just sitting next to each other and because it was a horror movie, I asked them to give me their hands so I could hold them. My friend did, but she quickly fell asleep and removed her hand from mine, but my crush ALSO did except her hand stayed in mine during the whole movie omg 😭 I woke up earlier than them but I didn't want to wake them up, so I waited FOR 30 FREAKING MINUTES LOL. After that, they woke up and we did some random stuff, and then we went to sleep a second time, but for the whole night this time. And we held hands again. But after that we were talking, so we didn't fall asleep immediately. And don't ask me how, but we ended up with one of my hands in my friend's hair and my other hand in my CRUSH'S hair, and I also had my arm under my crush's neck uhh.. But anyways, it could totally be a friend thing, right? So we fell asleep and after that nothing physical happened anymore!

On Sunday she went to Scotland with her family for one week and guys, when I tell you that the first 2 days without seeing her were TERRIBLE, I'M NOT JOKING. Every room in my house made me think about her damn. So while she was in Scotland we called every night (except one night) and we got even closer!! She bought me a gift from there and she also bought one for her BSF (her actual best friend because she's sadly in another school). My crush told me that her current friends at school were just school friends and that she knew it probably wasn't going to last after school. She's not very comfortable with those girls; originally she was the "baka" girl who wears MHA sweatshirts and doesn't really have friends. Becoming friends with girls who don't dress the same as her, don't even watch anime, and treat her like a weirdo when she talks about her interests is honestly bad for her. So when we called, she talked to me about that but also about her issues with her mom, and she definitely has attachment issues and a lack of love. It genuinely breaks my heart because all she ever wanted was to be loved, but everyone keeps proving her wrong. While she was in Scotland, I invited her to my house one more time for another sleepover, on Monday! We planned this: I would go to her house during the afternoon and we'd dye her hair, then my dad would pick us up at the end of the day so we could have a sleepover at my house, and the next day her dad would pick us up so we could sleep at her house. Did y'all understand? It's honestly hard to explain sorry 😭

Monday afternoon came and I went to her house and saw her mom for the first time (I've already seen her dad a few times before). We dyed her hair like planned and we also did a TikTok trend (the one that goes like "I'm not cute anymore uh uh..") Look at this TikTok:

So we did this trend but didn't post it lol. After that it was time to go to my house, so my dad picked us up and we just did random stuff honestly. We watched a movie while eating chips with spicy sauce and we changed our outfits to put our pyjamas on. We ate dinner with my little brother and my dad. After that we made popcorn and went to my room, put my blanket and bed cover on the floor with some pillows, and laid there watching a movie. We made normal popcorn but also chocolate popcorn and we used forks to eat it 😭 And I DON'T KNOW WHY but I was feeding her like a baby during the whole movie.. We also had a chocolate bar and I was breaking pieces off and putting them directly in her mouth like she was literally a baby LOL. When the movie ended, we talked a bit about her issues and about a relative who sadly died (I'm not gonna say who because it's not a member of her family and I'm not gonna explain how they died either). And she started crying like aww poor baby. And honestly I'm really bad at comforting people when they cry, like usually I just put a hand on their shoulder and that's ALL 😭 But this time I naturally told her to come into my arms and I held her like that and omg it genuinely felt like the first time in my life. We started getting sleepy so we took my blanket, bed cover and pillows and moved everything onto the bed. We laid there like normal humans lol and talked again about her family problems and I comforted her and told her that none of this was her fault and that it never would be. Just basic comforting stuff yk. And while all this was happening, she was laying in my arms next to me while I was running my hand through her hair, touching her neck, putting her hair behind her ear and even giving her back rubs like DAMN 😭 We both fell asleep and then woke up at around 4AM. We brushed our teeth because we thought it would wake us up enough to watch another movie lol. So we did that but then we just laid in bed again and talked until 5AM. I also had my hand in her hair again like the first time we fell asleep 😭 Then we fell asleep a second time. We had an alarm set for 11AM because we had lunch with my grandma and another relative of mine, but when we woke up we talked again and WE DID THE THING AGAIN = my hand in her hair while we were both half asleep 😭 At 11:40 we finally got out of bed. We made the bed, ate, did random stuff etc.. And while talking in the morning we decided to take a nap after lunch, so we did, but she wasn't sleepy anymore like I was and.. She started doing this weird C/O thing idk what it was 😭 Like she was acting like some alpha male and I was her wife HELP. Then night started coming so we went to her house!

Hey guys! So there's an update between us. I mean, i made a poem for her