Here's my first story: This girl

This girl is in my school, she's in my grade, and before November 7th of 2025 I had never spoken to her! The first time I saw her in my school and really knew about her existence was in October. She always been in my school and she's even friends with the popular girl but I just didn't notice her because I'm shy and don't have a lot of friends next to her so I'm always in my own world! So when I started to notice her I directly found her attractive and she quickly became my crush..lol. I wanted to know her better so I have some friends related to her so I just asked them some questions! So here's the first information I got from her: she's shy, she used to be a 'baka', she loves animes, and even a rumor like she would have dated a girl in elementary school.. LIKE DAMN ??

After knowing that, it was clear for me, I wanted to actually KNOW her and talk to her. But how to do it if I'm too shy to talk to her in real life? GUYS, TikTok is the best solution I've found! Her TikTok profile used to be public (not anymore) so I just added her and guess what?? She added me back and without surprise she always reposts stuff about animes, like edits. After a week or two, on November 7th at 5:20pm on a Friday I texted her. I answered one of her reposts because I didn't understand why she would repost that stuff (it was something against trans people) and SORRY GUYS CAUSE I KNOW that how I approached her was a BAD way.. BUT anyways, she answered me quickly and she was SOOO kind omg! I also told her the truth and that I wanted to be her friend, she told me that I could be great and bla bla bla..! So I was already happy but we did something that made me happiest, what could it be? I called her on a GC with my close friend so basically we were 3 in this call and it was pretty nice; we called for at least 2 hours!

ME FOR REAL EVERY TIME WE ARE CALLING

After this call, day after day we had a group chat on TikTok and Snapchat with all of my friends and also HER. Even if we had those group chats, I was always the one who talked the most with her. After perhaps 2 weeks of talking, we were calling every night after school! So we became good friends. She told me about some of her issues, with her mom, dad, family, and how she used to feel. Honestly, when she talked to me about her issues (and it keeps doing it) my heart aches, like this little baby never deserved this. After all those weeks, winter holidays were coming and I asked her and a friend of mine if they wanted to come to my house to have a sleepover on the last Friday of school, for the first holiday night! They both said YES!

Friday night was here. I have to tell you guys, I couldn't wait anymore! So we first hung out in the town, and after my dad picked us up, we went to my house. The evening was great and just chill! We decided to watch a movie on my sofa and we knew that we were going to fall asleep, so I put an alarm to wake us up at the end of the movie. Basically I was in the middle of the couch and my friend was on my right lying like a baby lol, so obviously we didn't have enough space to also lie on the sofa. So me and my crush were just sitting next to each other and because it was a horror movie I asked them to give me their hands so I could hold them. My friend did but quickly fell asleep and took her hand away from mine, but my crush also did — BUT her hand stayed in mine the whole movie omg. I woke up earlier than them but I didn't want to wake them up so I waited FOR 30 FREAKING MINUTES LOL. After this they woke up and we did some stuff, and we went to sleep a second time but for the whole night this time. And we held hands again. But after we were talking, so we didn't fall asleep right away. And don't ask me how, but we ended up with my hand in my friend's hair and my other hand in my CRUSH's hair, but I also had my arm under my crush's neck uhh.. But anyways, it could be a friend thing, right? So we fell asleep and after this nothing physical anymore!

On Sunday she went to Scotland with her family for one week, and guys, when I tell you that the first 2 days without seeing her were TERRIBLE, I'm NOT joking. Every room in my house made me think of her damn. So when she was in Scotland we called every night (except one night) and we were even closer!! She bought me a gift from there and she also took one for her BSF (her real best friend because she's in another school sadly). My crush told me that her actual friends at school were just school friends and that she knew it's not gonna pass past school and it will end one day. She's not very comfortable with those girls; originally she was the 'baka' girl who wears MHA sweatshirts and doesn't have friends. Becoming friends with girls who don't dress the same or don't even watch animes and girls who treat her as a weirdo when she talks about her interest is actually bad for her. So when we called she told me about this but also her issues with her mom, and she definitely has attachment issues and lack of love. It genuinely breaks my heart because all she ever wanted was to be loved, but everyone proves her wrong. When she was in Scotland I invited her to my house another time for a sleepover, on Monday! We planned this: I would come to her house during the afternoon and we dye her hair, then my dad would pick us up at the end of the day to go have a sleepover, and the next day also at the end of the day we would be picked up by her dad to have a sleepover at her house. Did y'all understand? It's hard to explain, sorry!

Monday afternoon came, and I went to her house, and saw her mum for the first time, (I've already saw her dad I few times before), we dyed her hair like planned, did a tiktok trend (the one which goes like "I'm not cute anymore uh uh..") — check it here: TikTok Link — So we did this trend, didn't post it lol. After this it was time to go to my house, so my dad picked us up, and we did some stuff don't really remember what, like we just watched a movie while eating chips with spicy sauce and we changed our fits to put our pyjamas on, we ate, with my lil bro and dad. After we made popcorn, we went to my room, put my bed cover and blanket on the floor and some pillows, and we layed there and watched a movie! We did normal popcorn but also chocolate popcorn and we used forks to eat it, and I DON'T KNOW why but I was making her eat like a baby the whole movie.. We also had a chocolate bar and I was breaking some pieces of it and putting it in her mouth like, she was a baby LOL. When the movie ended we talked a bit 'bout her issues and we talked about a relative who sadly died (I'm not gonna say who it's just not a member of her family and I'm not gonna say how they died) and she started crying like aww poor baby. And you know I am bad at comforting people when they are crying like I gave 'em my hand on their shoulder and that's freaking all and I'm sorry 'bout that. But this time I naturally told her to come in my arms and I holded her like this was the first time in my life ??? omg. We started to get sleepy so we took my bed blanket, cover and pillows and putted it in the bed. We layed in it like normal humans lol, and we talked a second time about her, her family problems and I comfort her and tell her that all of this is not her fault and that it's never gonna be.. Like basic stuff yk! And while this, she was laying in my arms, next to me, I was running my hand through her hair, also in her neck, I was putting her hair behind her ear and I even gave her back rubs like DAMN.. We both fell asleep and we woke up at like 4am, we brushed our teeth cause we wanted to have energy to watch a new movie and we thought that was gonna wake up us lol.. So we did it and after this we just layed in the bed a second time and talked 'till it was 5am, also had my hand in her hair like the first time we fell asleep and fell asleep a second time. We had an alarm for 11am 'cause we had to eat with my grandma and a relative of mine for lunch but we talked at our awakening and we RE DO THIS THING = my hand through her hair and we were like dozing and at 11:40 we finally get out of bed..! We did out bed, we did our things, like eating etc.. When we were talking in the morning we decided to take a nap after Lunch so we did but she was not sleepy anymore like me and.. She wanted to do the C/O idk what like she was a male alpha and I was her wife HELP. After night was coming up, so we went to her house!